LucyTheFruitBat

Well I get paid tomorrow so I can possibly get an art tablet I'm excited to begin to make digital art and branch out of traditional media. Hopefully I can spend more time working on projects I have been slacking on making art so I'm gonna get working in that very soon. But still once I get my tablet in my hands I can't wait to experiment and try new things.

As of right now I have just been feeling extremely lonely. I am home all the time and feel like I'm going insane because I'm always by myself.  I love talking and interacting with people call me crazy, but it is therapeutic to me knowing someone wants to hear me and socialise. Even when my family is home we haven't been taking much or spending time with each other. One of my friends is in a new relationship and I feel pushed to the side because we rarely talk and it takes her a while to respond to me trying to talk. I have been feeling like a disappointment because it is hard for me to find a job I'm qualified for and I have been socially exc